Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Feeling sorry for me.

What a night. It was a crazy insane kind of night. I had to be 50 different places at one time. Kaiti had a softball game, actually a double header, Jared had a counseling appointment that I HAD to be at and Brooklyn and Sofie were at home alone. I get a call that Kaiti hurt herself. So, I'm like did she actually hurt herself or is she being dramatic? I tell her I have to do the appointment with Jared and I'll be at the game after. On the way to the game I get a call from one of her friend's moms. She said she thinks it's bad. So, I get there and she can't even walk!! Argh. I've been avoiding taking her in as we have no health insurance. Welp, that did alot of good. She may have torn her ACL and she did tear a tendon or something that runs up the top of her knee!! So, I have to call the orthopedic surgeon tomorrow to get an appointment. Lovely, huh?

I definitely felt the "I hate being a single parent" pangs tonight! I wanted to freak and scream and yell, I AM ONLY ONE PERSON. This is so hard. And yeah, I did feel a bit sorry for myself and for my kids. It sucks. What do ya do? I don't know how some of my single friends do it so well, cuz I really feel like I'm totally sucking at being a single parent.

I am tired. I'm weepy. My stomach is in knots worrying about how to pay for this especially if she does need surgery. Oh well, it's only money....right?

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