Big SIGH.

I am 1000% exhausted. I've had so much going on emotionally lately and I'm not sleeping AT ALL again. I feel like I'm going to crash and burn. I had to go through alot of mine and Ger's personal financial records and whatnot recently and it just exhausted me mentally. I've had lots of tears in the last 2 weeks. Sometimes the girls sympathize and other times they just sort of look at me and walk off. I hate that. I hate that my sorrow makes them uncomfortable.

Jared and I will go to California likely the week of November 12. I have to come up with about $2100 to have some of the clinical stuff done, so if you have any GREAT ideas for fundraisers, please send them my way!

I best go to bed. My eyes are rolling around in my head. Maybe I will get some sleep tonight.